one of my favourite songs from my childhood. lol. but this one's the hacked guitar hero version. cute.
as you can see. my productivity. is. low.
lol! :/

and i watched 27 dresses on my ipod the other day.
i like.

i miss

tough.

and the countdown begins

today! yesterday!
was such a ___________ day.
i dont have an adjective.

let me try to go thru my amazing day.


reached school early. then went to old lt and then we got thrown out for being early. so sengtiong shawntan they all decided to go play basketball. so jiayan and i followed. then ah. actually quite amusing to watch them play. haha. special happenings like eg: ball got stuck btwn the hoop thing and the board. so noah drags the goalpost thing, does some mega cool acrobatics and retrieves the ball whee! haha. anw. then ah. we went back for math. then i sit thru some math with a few classmates. then, it's abiiiit slow and i end up doing my own work. so i decide to go library. upon asking mr azmi nicely, he allows. and so i proceed to the library. this induces more ppl to leave the math class. suddenly, >10 of us have walked out. it's just 10am.

so studied some math with nirasha and gideon in the library then they leave. so i study there alone for a while. then i am abt to meet pete for lunch when i run into shawntan they all. then i go to dover market with pete for lunch when we run into chinsan and his friends. they're quite nice. they help me order chicken rice cos the aunty cant speak english and i cant speak chinese. lol.
then i go back to school, and run into noah. he tells me a little abt what i've missed - some vectors, matrices etc. so i walk back to the old lt. and i'm deciding whether to go back to the library and study there or go for math, when mr azmi walks in again. so i think what the heck just go for math. but we move to the secondary school room. cos the old lt is too big and WAYYYYYYYY too cold (ask anyone, we were freezing. and for more info ask noah for theory abt aircons). then so this part of math is funnily really informative. i am enlightened. i learn that oarswomen can sit on different sides. and that differentiation from first principle can be hard. and stuff like that.

then it's 3pm. i'm supposed to meet nurul at queenstown lib. so i walk out of school, but as i walk out the gate, she and et tell me they want to go school lib. so i walk back. resulting in jitwei laughing at why i'm walking up and down the ramp. as i tried to explain it to him on my way up, i run into sengtiong and zhiwei going home. so then i go downstairs and wait quite a short while and et and nurul join me.

doing this, we leave with sankaran at 5 when the library closes. i see shawntan walking off in the distance. then nurul and i go to queenstown library. feeling hungry, we attempt to eat while mugging. i guess i figured out a few qns. then this woman sitting beside us has been overhearing our whole conversation. finally, too curious, she looks and us and proceeds to ask us, "are you from ACS?"

then anw. during this time, i get a call from annabella from jerina's phone. they're at mos burger at tiong bahru, they're wondering if i can meet them to mug with them. i tell them i'm in the library now, haha! then i find out they're staying there till 9. so i say i'll meet them and just talk abit then go off.

so finishing my meal with nurul, i take 32 in the opposite direction from her. amazingly, i wait at the bus stop for almost half an hour. then when i finally get on, i forget that 32 doesnt stop at tiongbahru but one stop before it. DREAMING, I MISS MY STOP AND END UP AT RIVER VALLEY. i championly cross the road, take 32 back (which is the only bus i can take back) and get off at the right stop this time. then i walk really quickly back when i get a call from manmitha. we rush thru the call cos she has no hp and no internet for a while - it's both spoilt. so talking to her is very precious time. then i get to tiongbahru and i call jerina and i have a tough time finding them cos they're walking all over. finally we meet at the mrt station. lol. then they eat at pie kia. lol! i learnt some hokkien there. HAHAHA. ask me. :D

then they gotta go to the doc, so i wait with them till their numbers come then i really run back home, cos i told my parents i was on my way back. it took me so long to get home lah! then ah. i got back, and started typing this. and it was taking so long! and my mum turned off the net. so oh wells. today i restored draft. haha. okay. yea. my day :)

so eventful! (=

today was quite fun too tho. my 4 yr old cousin came over in the morning, and i was helping him. then i went school to study. then met nurul at her house. then got home, just to say bye to my cousin. haha. yea well. eventful :)


AND I FOUND OUT I HAVE GHOST READERS. hahaha =) annabella gan i know you read this. at least comment sometimes lah! =)

today i got


AND


WOOHOOOOOOO!

after. 2 months of going to body shop repeatedly just to smell the passionberry.
HAHAHA.
i like the passionberry so much that i'm not opening it yet. i'll wait till i finish off the first one.
i watched the prices fall. from. $20 per balm. to. 2 for $12.90! (=
happie is tanu.
i am in like. hahahaha. lol.
okay.

on another note.
exam = no show. :/
look on the bright side. bright side.



heehee (=

i feel like i'm trying to cup water as it slips through my fingers. but i keep tryna cup it. keep it. hold it there.
why is it so hard?

it's everything. it's so hard. to keep things.

try memorising a few econs definitions, okay i rmb it. then like next day, it's gone. poof! vanished. where did it go? it's not in my head. it's still on the paper.
cup.

so not having mugged for a few days, i decide to sit down and study today. but what do i find? i find a wandering mind.
a mind that is unable to focus.
it's my laptop. i need to get away. even without the net, i can delight myself with minesweeper, gish, bmw racing, chess.
tanu where is ur self discipline huh huh huh?
no idea.

where did it go? my massive ability to mug since o's? =/
try again.

tmr. i'll go to the library. WITHOUT MY LAPTOP. whoooots!
HAHA. who knows how long i'll survive.

and fri is SHOPPING! (=
you'd think i'd decide not to go. but i really gotta mann. all my vouchers would expire if i wait for next time.
so.
no other going out.
none.

i hope.

i don't get it.
why don't things go into my brain right now?
brain freeze.
HAHA.
i'm sure.

so to see how many times i get distracted, i decided to do a tally each time i got distracted. in one hour, i distract myself 5 times. and for like 5 to 10 mins. so if this happens, that would be 5*8=40mins. 20mins/1h is productive.
talk abt deadweight loss due to inefficiency.
i feel like a domestic producer.
only, competition doesnt make me more efficient. lol.

-.-"

how abt wl, testimonial, practs, econs ia, malay karangan, malay oral song singing? do you think the teachers will collect it during exam period? i think i'll be glad if they do that aft the exams. that would actually work.
or not, i'm going to kill myself.
screwed.

NOOO. i will not let this happen.
i will make it.
WILL.

somebody, help please?

i still wanted to blog abt my random odd dream and like some other cool stuff i've seen so far. but rants take preceedance- how do you spell that?. lol.

but i'm happie. it's like. from within, you know? like not materistic happiness. i don't know how to explain it. lol. but i'm worried. worried about exams. there's so little time!!!!!! T.T can you feel the pressureeeeeee? it's getting closer now! :/



OH! forgot to say!

last night was fun fun fun! (=
hahaha. much wanted in a longgggggggggggggggggggg time.
i'm so happie (=

1. you can play guitar hero like a piano, simply rest it on your lap and proceed to play. lol!
    2. when you totally cannot get all the all over the place notes, press random keys and strum.
        3. guitar hero is not about getting a high percentage - it's simply about jumping around and looking
            cool, don't stand like trees.
            4. when playing the world's hardest game, you just need to cheong/run through the maze
                sometimes.
                5. when you get tired of guitar heroing, switch to the world's hardest game (refer to above)
            6. real guitar players are 324932754578x better than other backgroundless guitar hero players at the
                same thing
        7. there's mixed consensus on if guitar hero is preferable to the real electric guitar (tho clifton is still
            quite good at jamming w his bro if a short practice could be called that)
    8. the direct bus home may not be as fast as the mrt
9. rain = lazy people. inability to walk to the next bus stop, thus resulting in changing bus.
    10. ezlink ticket checkers exist.
        11. at 4pm every (other) day, there's this really flexible+buff man on just for laughs-variety on tv mobile
                doing cool stuff that gets abit repetitive
12. running to the bus stop helps to ensure you get there before the rain starts
    13. tho it's only 3 weeks from exams (as was pointed out to me a few times today), it still feels like the
            holidays are really long. sighhh :/
        14. when parents say they want you home early, they mean it + you got to start mugging the moment
                you get home, and not fall aslp soon after, only to wake up at 8 for dinner. it's not appreciated that
                you sleep for long.
        15. oh oh! i rmbed one more thing. choose songs wisely. don't just scroll and tell the other person to
                press the green button. you end up playing weird songs. lol.
    16. southpark can be rewatched many times.
17. never buy food from a stall uncle who ignores you often. (nevermind that it's you who goes hungry, he
        loses some business too) ie never settle for second best, or worse
18. do not dye your hair pink
19. random unplayed songs on your ipod may end up sounding really nice - juno song!
    20. this feels like a nice number to stop at :D homemade japanese food can be called rabbit food,
            resulting in some confused wondering of if there's a real rabbit somewhere

i can't do work
i'm traumatised. by the documentary i just watched on heroin.
i wna hide under a blanket and stay there.
they showed the real thing.
the world is a messed up place.

channelling time on choosing to do other things instead... such as reading manga everyday online, appreciating songs in themselves, talking to people, and (finally!) making time to read all the book i have collected, in a bid to grow myself, i have lost time to blog.
another reason is that 1 i can't actually think of something to blog about 2 i forget something i told myself i'd blog about, by the time i get to the laptop.

on another note, i get so high each time i look at my tok essay. upon which, i told alan "i like seeing the ticks on the pages" to get a response "give me your paper tanu, want me to put more ticks on it for you?" lol. -.-"
and malay! yaye! haha. i have caught up with the rest of the malay speaking awesome people in my class. at 24/30 for a compo, that's like exactly average of what people are getting. which is good enough.. for now. :D

i really enjoy reading mitch albom's books. they're so inspirational. and propel you forward on your journey!

i am running out of money. i don't get it. i'm not even spending it on anything other than school food atm. so where is all that money going???
perhaps it's time to ask for an allowance raise. at meagre sums of money. but i feel bad each time i ask for more money. i just feel strange asking for money, you know? gimme moolah.

talking abt weird words for normal stuff, we are all getting reduced to the idea of thinking of paddy clarke upon reading or hearing the words ha ha ha. i tell you, no one else from any other school would think of it. internal jokes amass.
and omg they have 2131231242words for the same few words. and such sexual innuendoes. or not even innuendoes. lol.

what else?
oh i ended up watching half of southpark the movie in class the other day. it's quite funny. but then again, southpark's always been funny.
and stewie. i wna watch harold and kumar. i heard it's good. PLUS i don't have to SNEAK IN ANYMORE(!) whee! haha. others look old enough to get in anw, so i guess it's no big deal. it's just a matter of feeling older for those few seconds. hahha.
then getting reduced to feeling really young right after that. i dno, i always feel younger than everyone else.
i wonder if it's just something i feel.. haha.
i think it's the height thing, ya know?

okay. now for econs ia. the first time i'm looking at it since last year, and we gotta give him the final final copy on tue. wahhh..
shld have listened to pete and not read manga just now. lol.
but oh wells, i enjoyed myself. hahaha.
i think i read really slowly... compared to others. who sometimes then to read the general meaning instead of word for word and getting confused at the literal translations online. lol.

my favourite day of the week is friday. and that's just. gasp. a day away!
excite! :D lol.
i need to start drinking red bull or sth.
wld you believe, that i've never actually drank it before?

which side do YOU see it turning?




wenjian linked me to this. damn cool lahhh.

only. i'm getting really really confused. i see it turning both ways!!
it's like the moment i first saw it, it turned clockwise. then i blinked. and it turned anticlockwise. but it mostly turns clockwise.

Let's try the LJ poll thingy.
HAHA. that is, if anyone even reads my lj -.-"

gahh. u know. the last time i did a which dominant side brain quiz, i was right brained, bordering left.
perhaps i'm equally brained. HAHA.
eh eh. try it k! (=

so here i was thinking yaye i got away without doing the whole meme that's been making it's rounds. lol. but i guess winterflings caught me. lol. actually i dont really mind. HAHA. this kinda thing is quite fun one :D





aabh mein kya boloo. mujhe aje ka din bohot pasaand aya. laekin pichle baar aur mazaa aya tha. lol. abhi kya kare. mein kuch nahi kerhoongi.
HAHA. reminds me of the crappy hindi dialog in ironman. the translated version was at least appropriate. hahaha. i laughed everytime they spoke in hindi. lol. it was quite funny. i liked the show tho. alot. that guy has an adorable personality.

okay i'm so tired. taaaaaa. <3

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ALYSSHA!

it's been an awesome FOURTEEN years knowing you(=
i love you to bits and pieces
and more bits and pieces (:

honestly. life's been much easier along the way because i've had you around.

happie eighteenth!
you're legal! :D

hahahaa. michelle and i made it. i'm so glad you didn't find out what we were planning. lol. :D :D :D
i was so scared you'll figure it out. lol.

I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR THE SQUASH FINALS!!!
ESP SINCE I'M ALLOWED TO LEAVE SKOOL AT 1.
but i didn't go today and i can't go tmr.
but at least we won. hurr hurr.

cos of malay oral presentation.
tmr's the real deal mannn. gotta do it well.
nicely, we're presenting on haadi's birthday. so in our dialog, gunawan says "eh haadi, today's ur birthday right?" lol.

i've really GOT TO start studying.

i've been eating so many blackberries, blueberries and strawberries.
they're addictive.
and yum.
and healthy.
i guess i found some food that i love (=


i'm so glad it's all over.
it was the worst period of my life.
thankyou for being there for me. when i needed you most.

Whoa i think she's damn hot pretty
and she sings damn well.

and honestly. i love the lyrics for "say it again"

And i like "miss invisible girl" too.
i guess there are some things that a girl can relate to.
sometimes, some days, i do feel rather invisible.

uh oh, we're in trouble.

i feel myself. falling falling falling.
who will catch me when i fall?

5times foolish on april fools. =X too trusting for my own good..

but shucks. this aint working out.
it's not done. it's just not done. i'm in trouble. no more changes after friday??!!!!!
and.
tok essay.
and.
math test = if fail, you gotta drop hl math.

tanu is. in deep. shit.
deeep.
so deep. she cant see the bottom of the well.
and so far down, that she cant see the top anymore either.

i heard the stupidest thing just now.
ppl in india are buying tee shirts with seat belts printed on it.
just so the traffic police wont catch them for not wearing seatbelts from far
-.-"

omg. that's like. mega stupid.